Well...things have changed. Husband came over tonight and though he still is planning on doing Retrouvaille, he says his heart is not into coming back to the marriage. He says too much damage has been done (on both sides) over the years and maybe we were not meant to get married in the first place 19 years ago. He is "comfortible" living alone.

What am I supposed to do now? I agreed to leave him alone until Retrouville on the 16th but, am I hoping for a miracle here that probably won't come from Retrouvaille? I want so bad to have the chance to try this marriage again.