Starting the longest stretch without my children ever: 24 hours . Another shitty milestone on the LBS road.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
i don't have kids so i don't know what sharing custody is like, but i can't imagine that it's an easy thing to deal with. be strong...you're in my thoughts!
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
Speaking of scatterbrained. It turns out that I wasn't even on Zoloft, I was on Prozac (generic). Not sure how I got confused about that . Anyway now I'm on generic Celexa, which my sister found had little in the way of side effects. Dr. will give me something for anxiety if procrastination issues don't improve in 2 weeks. I guess pill popping is my 180 this month.
A difficult moment this afternoon. Bumped into H and children when I was returning. S6 really wanted me to come camping with them tonight, asked why I couldn't . I just cheerfully said "oh I think Papa wants to spend some time alone with you guys" and gave them a big smile. The tears came the minute I turned around. S6 has always wanted us to spend time together as a family. There never was much, but now there's none except for some of the bedtimes.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
I know it doesn't feel like it, but you did good so pat yourself on the back. Good luck on staying positive with and for S! That wasn't easy but you did it!
It may be a mexican food and 2 glasses of wine night for you. And go sleep at your sister's and watch a movie!
In other news, a friend of mine went on generic Celexa recently and said she has had no side effects for two months and is happy with it.
FM, how'd today go for you? Try to use the time for things you couldn't do when watching the kids all the time.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
. Another shitty milestone on the LBS road.
. Anyway now I'm on generic Celexa, which my sister found had little in the way of side effects. Dr. will give me something for anxiety if procrastination issues don't improve in 2 weeks. I guess pill popping is my 180 this month.