Speaking of scatterbrained. It turns out that I wasn't even on Zoloft, I was on Prozac (generic). Not sure how I got confused about that . Anyway now I'm on generic Celexa, which my sister found had little in the way of side effects. Dr. will give me something for anxiety if procrastination issues don't improve in 2 weeks. I guess pill popping is my 180 this month.
A difficult moment this afternoon. Bumped into H and children when I was returning. S6 really wanted me to come camping with them tonight, asked why I couldn't . I just cheerfully said "oh I think Papa wants to spend some time alone with you guys" and gave them a big smile. The tears came the minute I turned around. S6 has always wanted us to spend time together as a family. There never was much, but now there's none except for some of the bedtimes.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
. Anyway now I'm on generic Celexa, which my sister found had little in the way of side effects. Dr. will give me something for anxiety if procrastination issues don't improve in 2 weeks. I guess pill popping is my 180 this month.
. I just cheerfully said "oh I think Papa wants to spend some time alone with you guys" and gave them a big smile. The tears came the minute I turned around. S6 has always wanted us to spend time together as a family. There never was much, but now there's none except for some of the bedtimes.
