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[awest1217]

Well, the D train is now haulted. Not because H is so wonderful, but because I am not going to have the money to file any time soon. The tax refund is half what we got last year. Not even close to what I need to file and in order to save enough to file...well it is going to be the end of the summer. AHHH!!!!!!!! This completely sucks.

I was really trying to open my mind this week and maybe give H a chance (number 3 million I feel), but this morning I am driving behind him and he completely ignores me. He said he didn't see me. He did say that I could keep the whole refund, but at this point I don't really care. Actually he said that he would give me the other half since he knows it is his fault we didn't get the same amount. First he wants some of the money then he is going to give me some. WHAT!?!?!

I am so tired of all of this. I decided this morning that I am done giving H chances. I was stupid to open my heart even a little to him because he doesn't care. He isn't going to do anything. Sure he is going to rehab, but the way he talked is like it isn't helping and won't help and if it does it will take a really long time. I am so sick of waiting and never getting anything. I just want to be done with him and now I can't because if I do I will have nothing and I can't have that so back to limbo land I go...