you are right. I am just tired and want this to be over. I am tired of the pain and disappointment. I want to just write him out of my life and start over. Wishful thinking but its just how I feel right now.
Your point #1 is spot on. And, yes, after talking to MIL last night I do believe that she is an enabler.
Lesson learned...I promise....staying strong.
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo