Too Late For Us?

[mrbt]

Number8, The local courthouse posts its docket on their website.

Wife has been very friendly lately and I was getting this "I am being nice because our time is short" kinda feeling. She stayed at my place Sunday night and, while sitting in bed Monday morning, I asked "what's going on? Did you sign the papers?" she answered "no" and I followed with "Is there a court date?" She said "yes but I don't want to tell you because you might get upset" then she fell asleep again. While she was sleeping I checked the court's website and saw our names listed "W plaintiff versus H defendant." I was upset but managed to contain my emotions - I was irritated at sad at the same time.

She went back to her place and later went to her weekly counseling session. Coincidentally, she started treatment for PTSD this week and it is expected to stir up a lot of emotions in her (just what we need right?).

She was emotional after her session. I visited with her for a few hours. She told me she loved me for the first time in about 8 months. But she also said "I think I still need to do this."

The hearing was supposed to have been this morning but she cancelled at the last minute. She said she will give this some more thought but will probably go ahead with the divorce in the next week or two.