Single and Loving It???

[LolaL]

Thanks Michelle and Michelle. This is the friend that I didn't speak to for quite some time, and we started talking about a year ago again. She and I have known each other a very long time, but I have to be honest. I don't like her very much anymore. I avoid going to her house. And when she says it is because I think I am better than everyone else, I take it offensively. I don't think I am better. Just different. I grew up. She didn't.

Anyway, these are things that I have known for a long time. This friend was a source of contention between me and the SG. Not that it matters really now, but she is kind of a source of contention for me.

I mean, her mother is sick, and she is bawling her eyes out because she is afraid she is going to die. Her mother isn't going anywhere, she is just getting older. My brother dies, and I do have a reason to cry, and I can't becasue she says I should suck it up cupcake.

There are a lot of things I don't like about her, yet I almost feel obligated to be her friend because we have known each other for like 20 years.

I don't know. I think I need to maybe do some pros and cons on this one. I don't want to cut her off. But I don't believe I can ever be as close as we were at one point again.