feel like giving up - pt 2

[Getting old]

I've been reading all of your comments and have not participated in a while. I am still sleeping in the basement and trying to do things for me. Last night I went out to watch the bb game with friends.

Easter Sunday was not too pleasant. Our kids and W did not want to go to church so I left them and went by myself. I enjoyed the service but missed not having W there for the 1st time in 25 years. It seems we have switched roles the last few months. She has been the one on edge, short with our girls and unhappy. I feel she is very angry that I have flipped and I am on a path back to my oldself. She is very resentful I have not left and made it easy for her to justify her feelings of ILYBNILWY. I have been very dilligent about going dark on the R and M. This morning while we both left for work she asked if we can talk tonight and said Easter wasn't very pleasant. All I said was yes and that going to church by myself wasn't all that pleasant. Do any of you have any points of advice for me tonight? I really don't know what to expect.
Thanks