I need someone to just put their arms around me and say I am going to be ok
Jasmine....This statement is what worries me about YOU. I would love to see a Jasmine who doesn't need somebody for support.....but instead some one who is a strong cog in a two person relationship.
I don't feel you are ready for that though....You know what you want, but need support to stand.
Learn to stand on your own and the rest will fall into place.