Messed up

[jt2007]

Thanks Jack,
I think I'm holding (in part) just for that. His "God moment"... I don't want to miss it.
Especially since my children have been involved as they have.
I would like to redeem them from that somehow through his moment.

Of course I'm not sure I'm doing the "right" thing.
But this is what I know how to do now, (i haven't read everything yet

And I cant stand anyone being angry at me..thats just me personally, maybe its a flaw, I want things to smooth over with him somehow.

But I am not going to be treated like that again. Even if it means it just isn't working out.