Invinceable

[mishka422]

UGH. This is becoming increasingly difficult. It should be better once mom comes home from the hospital to provide a buffer. Being alone in the living room with him this evening for about an hour nearly made me crazy. Sitting on the same couch while he texted fast and furious to someone (I'm 99% sure there is another woman involved in this breakup of his...GOD ONLY KNOWS WHY!).

Every one of my friends are out of town for the week for spring break so there isn't anyone to talk to around here.

Oh, one other thing just so I get it out here......regarding reconciling, that would require both parties and, trust me, he has zero intention of that and never will. He sees me as nothing more than a buddy. I don't count as a woman any longer in his eyes. Frankly, not in anyone's eyes including my own. I'm working on that but it will most likely be years before I can view myself in a positive light. At least I'm heading the right direction.