Hey Grit- good luck tomorrow.

Things are pretty quiet over here. Monday blues I guess. I woke up feeling agitated and that agitation really didn't go away all day. I think I just need to sleep it off.

I am hearing another round of layoffs next week. I have survived 6 or 7 at this point. Hopefully this will be the last of them. I always felt very stable at my job but with this reorg that has been going on..nobody feels safe. I have been at my company for over 10 years and really would love to continue my career here. I just wish that I didn't have so much uncertainty in my life!!!!!

Tuesdays are always better..I have pilates tomorrow night which energizes me. I tried to go out for a bike ride today but couldn't get my tires pumped up. My H always did the bike prep..this kind of depressed me that I couldn't figure out what the heck I was doing wrong. I need to take bike 101 quickly. I always counted on my H to change inner tubes, oil everything, bring a cell phone etc. I just rode along.

I have to figure out how to use the lawn mower too..it is liberating to do things on your own(or try to do things)..but also sad that you don't have someone to depend on.

Just one of those days.