Thanks guys... Had a great time this evenin, went to the dog park w/ my friend.
Gonna do some reading tonight- I literally had a skip in my step today and no problem whistleing and smiling- REAL PMA...for the first time in months...this is prob the way I was supposed to be when W was in the house.
Oh well...better late than never.
Day 14 now behind me...feeling great- prepared to go the distance and hope to one day soon write that I honestly dont know how long its been since I spoke to W.
Some love for her is there...I found myself journaling that at this point I would be "curious" to see if things could work out...I remember being SO dumbfounded when W toild me that same line- I couldnt understand how you could use the word "curious"...
Now I do understand.
Letting yourself out of the darkness is pretty darn amazing- wish I could have started to let go more sooner.
Thanks all or the continued support- wish I had better news about the M- but I am saving myself and that's the most important thing.
