how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

thanks for the hugs and the positive thoughts...

i do have at least one reason to smile today. out of the blue, a guy i used to date and actually liked A LOT contacted me through FB just to say hi and share a music project he'd been working on. we've been emailing back and forth today and i told him about my situation and he offered some genuine words of sympathy and encouragement. so that was nice.

i finally sent the agreement to my dad to review. he'll most likely send it to a family friend who is a L to look over, too.

i'm working on finding my direction, OTM.