I think my H is having MLC

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I needed to loose the 40 lbs. I had two kids withing 3 yrs and gained 70 lbs with each boy. The stress helped me to loose the weight, and the anti-depressant my doc put me on also is helping me to loose the weight.

I have read DR, but I just purchased DB the other day. Kinda reading them out of order, but Barnes and noble didn't have DB when I bought DR. DR is the book that my H has. That I asked him to read, because I thougth the first part of the book about how it affects kids and how divorce isn't the anwser might help him to see thru the fog. I don't know if he has read it or not. I try not talkn to him about anything other than the boys. He just called to talk to the boys, and our oldest didn't want to talk. H hasn't talked to him since last week Wednesday.

My H tends to get depressed when he doesn't see or talk to the boys in a few days. Which I'm sure is starting to cause problems between him and OW. She doesn't understand the emotional roller coaster that he has become, again. She thought in the beginning, when she was persuing him, that all of his issues were bc of me, but now she is starting to see what I have been dealing with for the past serveral years.

But I continue to work on the GAL and wearing a smile on my face. This morning I signed both of my boys up for swimming lessons, which I get to do with them. And went shopping for new clothes for the job that I am going to be accepting this afternoon. Time to start fresh without him. But still holding on to hope that he starts to realize what he has done.