Funny old day really, H was messing around on the bed this morning pinned me under the sheets and said he wasnt gonna let me go! Was laughing but inside I thought "yeah heard that one before when you didnt want me" Anyway he pushed on and said something jokingly about "you'll have to behave or else" dunno it hit a raw nerve so I sweetly said "not funny" and again it happened so again "not funny"! Why does he say these things maybe habit, we all laugh at some point and say "im off if you dont behave yourself" but its something else to me now!
Started pondering on the my wedding anniversary which is about a month away now.. Neither of us wear our rings, me cos it hurts too much and him because he said it was old and battered like our marriage and he didnt want to wear it! So when we get there what are we supposed to be celebrating.. dont feel married as no mention of commitment to a marriage just us being together! So not sure how to handle this I dont want to celebrate a non event and i dont want to look like I dont care either.. So putting it out there for some aged wisdom from you all lol!
Went and sorted madam out this morning very very tired and still have lots of overtime work to do at home.. came home read my horoscope and decided I needed some me time even if I dont get the work doen, so had a nice snooze and then came back on the computer.. I seem to live here these days lol. Oh well it pays the bills!
Love to you all hope you had a nice weekend
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
