I'm also struggling with the timing and the hows of telling her that i really DONT want this divorce.

I won't stand in the way of it, but I don't want it. If she feels like this is what she needs then more power to her, but it's her deal.

Man, there are so many things I want to say... I write up emails and never send them. I know saying anything will just come back to haunt me.

Every time I have tried to talk to her, I have just regretted it.

I wonder if it is because of HOW I talk to her? Maybe. Probably.

Blah... I'm rambling today. Mondays are boring.