H4L Im so proud of you hun! amongst all the pain you must be feeling you have booted yourself up the derrier and dragged yourself on kicking and screaming no mean feat my dear!
Regardless of how H reacts this is going to bring a new you into your life one I reckon when you get used to it you will never let go even if it means letting H go instead, its a journey we all have to do and arrive at, I know how hard it is to put aside everything and say to yourself I will now deal with this alone!
Im sorry I dont get on here as much at the moment, but you are always in my thoughts, prayers and hope for a much better outcome for you what ever it looks like! You give yourself far too hard time for what you deem to be failing, youre not failing you have held youre head up high, got on with things as best as you can, looked after you little one no mean feat on your own and had all along H throwing toys at you from every direction because he's not grown up enough to go deal with his own sh*t!
You can always and I mean always message me on the alt, I can get to that far easier without being detected on my iphone and get back to asap!
Rabbit xx
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
