feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Thanks Juno..I'm hanging but it's hard. I feel so betrayed and it's damn hard not to take this so personal.

H left this morning to airport is gone for 4 days so I have to get busy. He doesn't even kiss the kids goodbye when he leaves - what kind of father does that?

He took his car to the airport (he doesn't like to leave his car there) and will come back Thurs morning to go straight to work from there (which he's never done) - remember guys I'm journaling here.

I dread Thursday.