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I realized that I spent most of the weekend not thinking about X. He still appears grumpy and blaming even with the minimal interaction that we do have, and I am glad that I do not see him very much these days. He needs to be on his own dealing with the mess he created himself. And I need to heal.

I miss him, at times, but have begun to rebuild my life now. I wonder how much longer he will blame me for all his problems? Clearly I still seem to annoy him when I breathe.