J - et al

well dim night almost complete. REad a lot, cried some, talked to some friends - over all, progress. I even got some food down.

With all the pain and fear - it still does feel good to know I am in a safe place where H and I can't trigger one another tonight.

HOping I can stick out LRT and esp. hoping it gets H's attention. But, gotta drop that expectation of the outcome, right?

Thank you all again, I wouldn't have made this change today without you - it was a big step for me.

Me: 42
Him: 43

Two divorcees in a relationship