!Help! Need Advice and encouragement!

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Church was great--Easter was wonderful-- and we all had a great time eating, coloring eggs, laughing, napping and playing board games.

I may have screwed up, but on the way home from my mom's, I asked if the girls had talked to momma, and then let d-11 call her and say 'Happy Easter'. It may not be 'DB', but it seemed like the right thing to do. I didn't talk to her myself...In fact, she called back on my phone and I let d-15 answer it (d-15 was texting a girl for me while I was driving home at the time).

I know about the free will thing, but I am still(foolishly?) hopeful that God will change her heart (influence, soften, enlighten, rekindle love) towards me. I am hopeful for this for the family and myself. But I also pray that if He's got a different (better?) plan for the me and the family, that he would help my feelings towards W to fade quickly.---And bring someone else into my life.

I have about 7 women I have been talking to and/or 'friendly dating', but...I am not just rebounding or 'latching-on'. I really ask that I would know if/when the right one comes along...and take it slowly. I do like it that some pretty females are interested in me and being nice to me.

My main focus is on my daughters. They do seem much better lately, and we do all sorts of stuff together.

My mom says my countenance/etc. looks much better.