Hi Gatsby, i just read her threads... keeps me hanging on for hope.
i would love to write my success story on this site one day. Hard day today... Easter! Yesterday came home to an easter card that H wrote me from the baby. i cried so much.
180s and NC really seems to work, but as soon as he reaches out, i ruin it all and am back to square 1. i just dont have the strength to stick with it. but I will continue to try... again.
