WAW and me in 11th hour!!!!

[Ken62]

Having a really bad night. W told D19 yesterday that OM was coming into town for 4 days. He arrived today (Easter) and will be here through my BD. W also told S23. What is up with that? If she can tell them why doesn't she tell me? I'm at home doing our joint taxes while she's doing who knows what with OM! I'm so pissed right now. I was ready to text "I'm done" to W but D19 was afraid that W would figure out that she told me about OM. This Going Dark and NC are going to be really easy because I am so pissed right now. I gave her permission to come over to the house and look through her kids costume stuff but this was before either of us knew that OM was coming. If she brings him into this house I'm not sure what I will do. I don't even know if I'll know if she did.

Spent 3 hours at Easter Vigil last night and services this morning as well. Then D19 and I met W for lunch but I was too pissed to come across happy go lucky (I know, I blew it) but I just put it on the fact that I was tired from all the church.

I'm really hoping for Karma or something some day for W. She is the one thinking that God wants this D and I'm the one actually going to Church and praying all the time. As you can tell I'm in a really bitter place right now about W. I could handle OM when he was 1000 miles away but when he comes into my territory, I just get so pissed. W tried to tell D19 that they wont see each other for a whole 2 more months so they had to do this now. What a teenager and a bunch of lovesick crap! I think my WAW has a really dense fog going on and who knows when it will go away. All the kids are really pissed at her too for what she is doing. Her move back home can't get here soon enough!

Thanks for letting me vent!