I hear what you're saying steady. It's not going to be an easy journey, but I'm sure I'll be able to evaluate the sitch allot better once i return home.
She's been talking to me openly and honestly the past few days. i know it means very little, but it's been nice. we haven't talked like this in a long time. Most of it is her talking and me listening.
I told her that as much as it sucked, it was better she told me while I was gone. I told her it allowed me to handle it a way I may not have had I been home. I told her it allowed me to take a real good look inside me and start to become someone I want to be. I let her know that if there was any guilt for telling me over here to let it go, because I'm over it.
I'm headed down the road of becoming someone I wish I was years ago. maybe she see it and take the road with me, and maybe she wont. She noticed, so that means I must be doing something right for myself.
Nobody knows what the future will hold, but the future will be good one way or the other.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept