I hear ya FM! I'm in the same boat today...I journaled about it in my thread too. It is hard but I got a few things done that I otherwise would've put off for later.

Hugs to: (((everyone hurting today)))

Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6
Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks
Aug 2006, left again
Apr 2007, filed for divorce
Dec 2007, reunited
Mar 2010, moved out, filed again