I am with you - you are not alone - it killed me to spend Easter at church with all the families although that was the best place to be! And to take S to an easter fair I went with H once upon a time. It rained the whole time lol.
PS I love your lists - keep taking little steps in those directions and you'll be on track. PS thank you for the lifeline on my thread your advice is well taken, even if I fail at it much of the time
