Eye of the storm?

[cyclone]

It's been a couple of days and I've taken the time to regroup. I though I had gotten to a place of detachement with no expectations but that clearly wasn't the case. I feel like I'm back on track with nonexpectations

W has been in and out the past few days. I dont think about what she is doing or where she is. When she is home things are pleasant enough. There have even been some good hugs. I take them In the moment they happen then move on. She isn't ready yet.

She came back last night for Easter with the kids. I did all of the work around the house hiding eggs and baskets while she sat on the couch. I know she just isn't capable of doin this stuff. Looking back it's been several years since she really participated. She spent the morning with the family but then left. Don't know if she will be back later for dinner and I don't really care. I'll have a great time with the boys.