he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

work things out with him? um, nope. never.

read my thread, its a long messy trip ive been on...

i will always love him but this marriage is over. totally over. do we get along? yes. is the attraction there? yes. do we both remember how it was before he had the affair? yes. but could we ever work it out? no. too much damage and not just to me, to our families.

if u read my thread, u will see how he financially destroyed us, lost my home to foreclosure, we opened a business together using family money and our own in order to start over and have him leave the environment where the ow was and he ruined it all and lost all the money and went back to her.

he has gone months without paying me until recently, he throws me a tiny check, he owes me thousands of dollars.

did i mention having the mistress arrested? um yeah, this is a messy situation.

and i happen to think i love my boyfriend. so really, i have moved on.

my husband will always have a place in my heart and there will always be the pull to him, especially when he is playful and looking to get close to me. but the marriage is over.

i dont even think he is looking to work things out. most likely he is getting tired of sleeping with only psycho ow, lol