1. Day 2 of hunderedpushups.com 2. Do the laudry 3. File taxes 4. Wash the truck 5. Warm up the motorcycle (haven't ridden it for a while) 6. Read the new book 'how to get over a relationship in 30 days'
I totally forgot that almost all stores are closed today due to Easter. So I go out and there's nothing open, not a lot of traffic. A very quiet Sunday not a lot of chores to keep myself busy so I miss my family a bit. Just random thoughts running through my mind...like when I saw a restaurant on the way home and started reminscing about how we ate there the first day we moved into this house/neighborhood about 2 years ago etc. Hope DD's having a good day with her mom.
So a few other random things:
1. W's b.day falls on the day when I'll have DD and the next day too. So not sure what to do, I think it'd be nice if we did something together since DD would want to sing happy bday to mom.
2. April has started and I usually write W a check to cover a few bills (which she obviously wants me to pay for now and that's fine) and some extra money for her to have. I'm not sure if I should or shouldn't write her that check. In a way I don't if she's decided to leave against my wishes are her issues really my responsibility? but in a way I do because she probably has more expenses being on her own?
3. At times I wonder if I should invite her to do something with DD, even just a dinner like we used to since DD never sees us together anymore - well that's kinda what STBXW wanted so she didn't see us 'fighthing all the time'. So I guess that answers that question but it's so sad because I'm sure DD just wants us to be back together. She even tells strangers at the park etc how she lives at her mommy's house for 2 days and then her daddy's house snd how mommy doesn't live together. Almost like she wants someone to reassure her that it'll be ok and mommy will be back. It's heart breaking.
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
