Snodderly, Thank you so much for your support. Yes, I have tried, I L my H, but it`s time to let him go. Between years 3-4, things were great, I DB,(which has helped me throughout all areas of my life)he wanted to behave, I believed him, and I was hoping MLC was behind him. Amazing how normal he acted, he knew just what to do and say to me to keep me hanging until the ugly monster came back out with a venegance.
This time I was ready for him, learned so much about myself, and him, have so many friends and family who love me and only want me back as a part of their world. I want to enjoy life again. It saddens me that H won`t be in my life, but I do think in time when and if he ever comes out of MLC, we`ll talk again.
Funny about leaving the nest. All this time I caught H before he hung himself, got him out of some hairy situations, but now he`ll have all the rope he needs, and he will hang himself. Should be interesting.
