The countdown continues

[Awoken]

thanks rr22;

She and the kids are away until next Saturday. They are at her parents home at the other side of the country. For whatever reason, I've been completely cutoff from her side of the family.
What I'm getting at is that I can't really take any meaningful action for a week anyway. My panicked, angry, and obsessive mind is what is worrying me the most.

Thanks for reading any of my long winded threads. Yes, she is still drinking although she has cut back considerably and now mostly hides it from us. One big incident in February, and one in march. That's a lot better than the beginning of our sitch.
She no longer considers herself bi-polar and is not taking any meds. However, she has started a pretty vigorous exercise routine which is a really good treatment by itself (I doubt that is her motivation)

I doubt she is going to get a reality check. Her friends and family are embracing this all. I've spent a lot of time looking at my failures in our M, and I really don't understand the complete support she is getting.

I wish I didn't have the extra details. They seem pointless, and are only making it much more difficult for me.