he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

ok i was wrong, i thought i could play along with h and these out of nowhere playful messages and his desire to be close to me again. its not good!

i swear, he was never like this, never playful by text. i couldnt figure out what got into him until i gave it some thought.

he was away all week by himself for work training. it was the first time he was truly alone in years. he must have been doing some thinking and missed me....hahahah, would u look at that?!

after the playful texting, when he brought son home, he came into my house and was all lingering around me, it was bizarre, awkard, friendly and full of sexual tension. when he finally left, i sent him a text that said, really, it was best that u left. he answered - why best? i said, we both know why.

then i sent a text saying, this was bad and wrong, delete your messages before you get in trouble for having an affair with your wife!

i swear, it was like april fools day yesterday.

i guess eventually all of these men/women that cheat, have crazy affairs, financially ruin their families, tear families apart, go back and forth for years and then its finally its over,,,,and bam, they want you again....

i would say there is trouble in their paradise, as we always assumed there was...and since there is trouble in my newfound paradise, i was playing along