H4L, I agree that it's time to go dark. DBing means protecting yourself first with appropriate boundaries. I agree with Gnosis, he has manipulated you . He didn't disclose OW or narcotic abuse until a short time after you signed the legal separation agreement.
Try to sleep now, or watch something distracting. You've had enough for one day.
(((H4L)))
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.