i've been afraid of H's anger and that is why i've been here every minute when he's with S
my 180s were not calling not initiating R talks walking away from arguments - which i did so so in
and the LL was to spend quality time and words of appreciation but H wouldn't even let me near him for months then I tried that QT and WOP his mind was already made up, he has someone els for that now - I could keep it up but boy do i feel like a doormat
