H4L, I have read your Last 10 pages--in 20 pages I haven't seen any signs of you Dbing? Did I miss them?
What is your H's LL? What are your 180s? Have you ever gone dark and mysterious?
I see a lot of "he said this" (in anger) and "you said this" in return (usually in anger). There should be very LITTLE said on your end. You are expecting a rational discussion with someone not rational. In reality, there is practically NOTHING to be said to him right now--save your breath (and sanity!)
