I got stbx's separation proposal tonight, and I feel suckered punched. He waited this long, he couldn't wait a couple more days until after easter and my bday this week? I was supposed to see him for a little while tomorrow, because I was invited to his family's easter dinner. The plan was that the kids are having dinner with my family, then I was driving them to his family's for desserts. I had thought I would stick around for a while, now I'm thinking not. I have no desire to see him. Actually I don't feel like seeing anyone, but that's not an option.
I don't understand him. I don't even like him anymore. I feel nothing... NOTHING!! (Apologies to Sgt. Schultz!)
