H4L, my thoughts are with you...wishing you the strength you need. You are feeling shattered...remember to stay in the present as much as you can. sending you big hugs.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.