Update: W in a relationship. She took DDs to see their biodad. I'm pretty sure she lied about relationship starting AFTER we broke up. I confessed to 1-night-stand w/ mutual friend.
Having a hard, anxiety-filled day. It's hard to accept W w/ anyone else. I'm trying to keep busy, but the pain intrudes.
I'm working hard on getting it together. I'm starting a career to utilize by talents. I met a very young woman (21) online but I doubt I'll be able to be more than friends.
~Mark
Me: 38 W: 34 Together: 9yrs 1st M: may '03 1st D: april '08 1st bomb: june '08 remarried: oct '08 2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)
