Sorry to hear that g450. I'm not out of the woods by a long shot, but there's at least a cracked door.
I feel real good about me, and those that know me well have noticed the changes, and they like it. I hope they're permanent changes, but only time will tell. I feel they're permanent, and I most definitely made them for me.
I used to be panicked about going home, but I'm not anymore. yes I'm still nervous about what the future may hold, but I know that I'll be fine either way.
I so badly want to see my daughters and that's what matters. Whatever happens between my W and I will take care of itself. In the end I will either be thankful we're back together, or I'll feel better about me for the person I've become.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept