The last text message was a request to call her. I really wanted to but my sister talked me out of it. The only reason I wanted to was to NOT feel like an Ogre. My sister reminded me that I was succumbing to my fear of other people not liking me. Gosh! I thought I was growing out of that. Guess not. Guess that is my lesson to learn! Anyway. I sent an e-mail saying i can't talk tonight. so I did good. Why don't I feel better about it?
That's easy -- CUZ IT'S COUNTER-INTUITIVE TO YOU, and it's out of your comfort zone!!
Just keep this up, and I PROMISE YOU, Amy, this gives you your best chance to bust this thing.
