Possible EA - sitting on the edge

[BWP]

I feel like a failure this evening. I had a great morning with my d. We went to the park did some shopping. We played all day and W just hung around the house.

I chickened out of exposing even though I had an opportune time! I just kept thinking about how W would react and how it might ruin Easter.

Tomorrow reality will set in and W will take D off to IL leaving me home alone.

Why won't I stand up for myself!