Piecing Without Transparency

[addie]

FIB - Thank you for stopping by my thread, your condolences, and words of support. Although I have made mistakes throughout this journey, you are right - When I wake up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror, I can always be proud of the person that I am.

I'm doing well given the circumstances. I'm not making any major decisions right now. Interestingly enough, H has been a lot more attentive the last couple of weeks. For someone who offered me so little support during my dad's illness and death, he's now being much warmer towards me. He's been initiating ML, suggesting we go for walks together, cooking dinners. I've remained lovingly detached throughout. I often look at H and wonder if I will ever love him as I once did.