I'm taking off my ring April 9

[AmyBel]

Memorial service was good. W was there and came up to hug me afterward and I let her. That was extremely hard and renewed my resolve that I must restrict contact. Mostly because I tend to take my stress out on my body and I can't take too much more!
Got six text messages today. Good grief. Plus there was a little note under my pillow when I got home. (W was home taking care of dog and exchanging clothes while I was with family after memorial service.)
The last text message was a request to call her. I really wanted to but my sister talked me out of it. The only reason I wanted to was to NOT feel like an Ogre. My sister reminded me that I was succumbing to my fear of other people not liking me. Gosh! I thought I was growing out of that. Guess not. Guess that is my lesson to learn!
Anyway. I sent an e-mail saying i can't talk tonight.
so I did good. Why don't I feel better about it?
(Puppy, I'm starting to really look forward to your posts!