Hi dear. I know that you r doing well. I KNOW that u will continue to stand and have faith. I am praying for you as are many others. The thought about ur H are normal. The DR book has a section about thought stopping, which I think would help. When you begin to think about ur H bring up a BIG STOP sign in ur mind and change ur thought to something positive. How about thinking of a joke or that puppy that you ARE going to pick up.
By the way do u happen to have any good "your mama jokes" (inside jokes folks)? Also have u google what a....dingle.....is
Remember our spouse r "loco in the coco" right now (I bet ur smiling).
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans