Thank you all. I TRULY APPRECIATE the support I have received here on the boards. This is challenging (and I realize it is for all of us). I know you all have been helping me understand the need to detach. It is hard because I didn't realize the impact of my behavior until it was too late and by that time, my H was ready to leave. And has now been gone for over 3 months.
I know I need to GAL and while I try, my mind really is beginning the countdown to his deployment with no indication of progress. I know, once again, I am thinking of him. Please forgive me for my thoughts, but they are what they are.
I am planning to spend the afternoon at a park with my girlfriend, her H, and kids. But after that I plan on coming home, take a long bath and watch a great and hopefully funny movie. Any recommendations?
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
