I tried to get busy and GAL today. Went to the gym (really getting into it), bought fruit, vegs and healthy food, bought new gym and running clothes and shoes, went to get my first contact lens ever (this actually didn't go too well, as I couldn't learn how to get them in/out and hurt my eyes a bit, going back next week), I met a couple of girls not for dating or anything but it was just having a conversation with a stranger and flirt a little bit.
I feel ok. I should feel better. I do feel a bit guilty and all that. We used to do most of the shopping together. We always did. We used to treat ourselves equally. I loved treating her to new clothes/shoes/etc So it feels weird doing this just for me. I know I deserve it and need it. I just need to learn how to feel ok with that. It's a pattern I need to break (I'm re-reading No More Mr Nice Guy just now).
Last edited by FormelyknownasF; 04/03/1006:19 PM.
Separated: March 1 * Affair discovered: 20-March * Exposed: 27 March * Def. separation: May 1st *
