so i spent the morning rereading my own thread...truly amazing how far i have come.
worst part? everything just takes time...no one wants to hear it, but time is the only thing that heals.
not that im healed, lol
but im soooooooo much better!
best part? h is playful texting me today....awwww he must miss me! i guess it just takes time for them to come around, and really, by the time they do, u have already moved on and accept its over.
sure, it sends a shiver down my spine but i know ive accepted the marriage is over so i can laugh with him now and play along.
i sure hope he deletes the texts or psycho ow will not be too happy...
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09