CW, thank you I know that you are right, I'm not giving up!!!! I just have to grow thicker skin so nothing he does will hurt me anymore. I think that I'm propably more emotional because of Easter. This is the first Holiday without him, I'm not even inviting friends over because daughter is sick, I'm really pushing myself to at least color some Easter eggs and maybe bake something yummy. Usually I would cook a big ham dinner, but for just for the two of us???? I'm just not motivated
I use this board to reflect my inner thoughts and as you know the internal struggles with our emotions keep changing like the tide....Some days I cope fine, some days he gets to me...like now
I will get out of it....detach...be patient...GAL....I know the drill...
(((hugs)))
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