After the "exchange" of words with my WS yesterday I'm kind of down. I'm thinking that I must be delusional thinking that he will ever come out of this and be the loving husband that he used to be...ever again. The lack of concern for me and my daughter shows me how little he cares about us. From a guy that couldn't even go couple of hours without knowing where we are, what we are doing, when we are going to be back home...he used to be almost over-protective of us...now he just doesn't seem to give a damn what will become of us.
Last week I told him that I had a doctor's appointment and needed to change the time for our meeting....he didn't even ask me why I'm seeing a doctor or if I'm OK.
Yet again I'm questioning that this MLC is just something we choose to believe in to keep hope alive. Maybe the just stopped loving us and that's that....the end
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
